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Didnāt Graduateā¦ā¦held back
I have been sent back to repeat a gradeā¦.. my counselor gave me a choice to continue my disruptive behavior or seek a different course so reluctantly I agreedā¦.much to my surpriseā¦.when I donāt say everything I think I often discover ā¦ā¦..to myselfā¦. I often lie the power of restraint cannot be measured ttucro/collector…
Read MoreJust Oneā¦ā¦
One of anything was never enough and I gorged myself on the delicacies of life moreā¦.. moreā¦. more ā¦ā¦..all these things and I was poorā¦ā¦ poor in my appreciation and understanding that quantity wasnāt a substitute for the quality of valuing what was in front of me I am tryingā¦.. with mixed success in being…
Read MoreLaundry mat
I must admit Iām slow to embrace the unaccustomed effort it takes to do such simple thingsā¦..until those things change the experience here stirs a mixture of thoughtsā¦. Some doing the best they canā¦ā¦ others like me realizing the cost ā¦.. of hard decisionsā¦..what was won and what was lostā¦ā¦. but you wonāt know until…
Read MoreI know the guardsā¦..
I know the guards that protect your heartā¦.. they did that for me when my world came apartā¦.. they give me updates as to where you areā¦.. It has helped me to understandā¦ā¦ā¦ because I know the guards ttucro/ collector of smilesā¦.
Read MoreMiddle of the Road
I decided to try something new my motive was to get a better view what I found much to my surprise In the middle of the Road was a better place to reside Here I am able to see both sides and I donāt miss the Ā things I want to see yesā¦.. the middle of…
Read MoreAt the door of tomorrow
I lay my issues at the door šŖ of tomorrowā¦. An focus on the blessings in front of me ā¦ā¦ while exploring my gifts and sharing my bountyā¦.. The answers to those challenges always come to me So when I forget that my needs are always metā¦.. A reminder comes to meā¦ā¦. I have an…
Read MoreI Remember Your Smile
Recalling our interaction I can recall your confidence and exuberance for life Beams of light seemed to dart across your face and you said, ā hope your day is magicalā and it was because of you I remember you twisted limbs and your confinement to the wheelchairā¦ā¦ but they didnāt own you ā¦ā¦. You owned…
Read MoreFired the Judgeā¦ā¦ā¦Disbarred
It was way overdueā¦ā¦. My version of the law kept me from you who am I to say what you need to doā¦..who knows you betterā¦ā¦than you same thing applies to meā¦ā¦when I carry out the judgmentā¦ā¦it never failsā¦ā¦..takes forever to get outta jail I’m okay regretting the ignorant acts I commit but Iāll never…
Read MorePut the whip away
I am putting the whip awayā¦ā¦.the self loathing got in the way of my service and benefit to others i was never all that good at being badā¦ā¦ but my ego likes to think so i make mistakes and often disregarding obvious outcomesā¦.and I own it the constant flailing has worn me out and the…
Read MoreQuilting
The remnants are on the table but they arenāt stirring fearā¦ā¦..I pick one up with excitement to join it with needle and threadā¦.. then something happens and it seems sort of queer something inside is choosing the pieces and guiding my hands and a rag tag tapestry appears the stitching isnāt masterful but the work…
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