Onion man we are peeling off skin trying to determine where you have been….. in hopes you never go there again…. Onion man we are peeling off skin you seem to have been through this before….. you don’t flinch and you don’t swear…… just stare off in the distance repeating…..”wish I was there…..wish I was…

Only a truly “free” person can understand the value of self imprisonment…… for it is by separating that we sift through the debris of life….. and decide what to keep ttucro/collector of smiles

Old traveled paths I used to run……coax me on ”please come, please come”……and I relive again those times that have no end…….and keep beginning over and over again to remind me how far I have come and there is no end in sight…..I treasure that view for what it means to my soul that I…

Damn…….He didn’t do what I wanted Him to do…… so what’s the use of carrying on this fight the world keeps pushing me to accept so many things… for me it just doesn’t seem right but I can’t see into the future…..I can’t seem to deny, a force that I can feel is always by…

There is nothing like your face….. seems like it’s been to long…… I see some change …. Nothing drastic  …..time is doing its thing…. although you ignore it…….hope that never changes for you The wings that were always in my heart…..seems to have transferred to you……glad they are getting used I suppose you never know…

I felt your nudge….. I saw your frown…I suppose I knew this would be coming down …….. ”After all I’ve done for you……..… here, you wear the crown ……. remember what your life was like when you ran the show….. you’re trying not to offend others by not mentioning my name. You replay the tapes………

I stepped off the cliff because I couldn’t resist….. surrendering to my disease…… I thought it was over but to my surprise…… life begin again so I started to see what was troubling me and it wasn’t really what I thought at first I was able to see……that I was relying on me and that…

They are criss crossing the pike trying to avoid being hit as they walk in a delusional daze searching for the best deal they can get by bartering cars…..sex….clothes….jewelry whatever is left i didn’t get there….. but I got close driving to a meeting I know it is still there…..the slippery slope that will take…

The road I was on has been permanently closed….. the cost to repair required losing my self respect…… it has damaged my confidence…. being unwilling to admit reality is a safe bet that it will result in turmoil…..and it did starting over…. not starting from scratch but learning new ways is awkward at best….. but…

Much as we would like to think otherwise….. we can’t pick a time to die so sometimes if our schedules are so precise…… we lose the opportunity to experience life as it flows not possible that we could be correct on every move we make so do yourself a favor…… leave a little wiggle room…