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The End of Desire…..end of pain
It’s 3 o’clock in the morning……..been traveling so was kinda geared up went to Planet Fitness and caught a workout and drove to the next town to unwind sitting in a parking lot looking at the various plants or weeds on the hill in front of the van sometimes I wish I was more like…
Read MoreRest Area…..pull off
Everyone needs a rest area a place to pull off the highway of life and decompress too many thoughts lead to a tangled knitting 🧶 ball we try to use as a brain 🧠 how many good things or thoughts could be realized by the direction of a tangled mess One Is in harmony when…
Read MoreAlmost David…….continued
I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you and me People misconstrue an…
Read MoreShould have.. would have..
I thought I spread my wings when I was younger but I got caught in the riptide of other peoples lives I don’t blame them…. I blame myself I spent the majority of my life trying to be things I’m not But I’m off the ground now.. this bird is in flight don’t…
Read MoreNo Man’s Land..
The stark truth.. the women my age are either knitting or going to a book club.. the women I’m attracted to …. I could be their father Welcome to No Man’s Land almost david
Read MoreThinly Veiled….
I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place here…… concerning two relationships leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participants….. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly as still another futile attempt…
Read MoreTelling your heart…… No
The personal quest to unite with another is a treacherous course to maneuver One path leads to an overwhelming desire on one part…….yours Another path leads to an overwhelming desire on their part…. Not yours the elixir that has the right amount of fear and faith is a concoction that only the Angels can provide….…
Read MoreConsider
For a while I was afraid of the voices in my head I suppose that for some reason I was fearful because I alternatively went from listening and acting upon and / or repulsion from some of the chatter I have embraced the concept of lower and higher self my fears and lack of understanding…
Read MoreSwimming in the Air
I watch a huge Walrus swimming and he comes back to the window to stare at me……damn he knows he can spot another swimmer I’m not as well equipped but I have managed I swim when my interpretation of certain events leads me to waters that are over my head l am drowning… so I…
Read MoreIn Conclusion…..
The quality and personal experience of life will be determined By the time we take. To enjoy it. Mostly david
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