It is a humbling experience to look in a mirror and accept the fact that what you see isn’t the person who you pretend to be…… the unspoken objective is that the two match up honest appraisal is the mark of a mature and genuine desire to improve That mirror doesn’t lie… but I do…

If you think you can levitate and you are closing in on Swami status go one hour without lying to yourself   Hmmmmmm……….chanting stopped ttucro

Before you start complaining about the imperfections of your mate…….from my stint on this plane……..here are a few things that you might be able to relate to…….. – those cold rainy nights you walked your dog and felt like the only person on earth – you felt like you had leprosy by the looks of…

The cord that connected your heart to mine got unplugged somehow down the line And what is left are two people searching to find a trace of spark that the cord left behind disconnected….. ttucro

I need you to look…… but don’t touch you see I was hurt once and I don’t want to let go of that precious pain you see it keeps me a victim and I feel safe in my sorrow so I want you to want me ….to obsess over me but please don’t touch…..you see…

Painful to admit you have the knowledge to alter feelings you would like dismiss but the application of that knowledge has been a stumbling block what is the logic behind hanging on to a resentment towards anyone or anything that is in one’s past? okay it a process….given…… but only you can determine how long…

You think you’re tough……. go jump out of an airplane when you’re scared of heights break a hip in a third world country…….ride 30 miles through the jungle in the back of a truck, get carried up a spiral staircase 3 feet above the railing catch a blood disease that was killing me till they…

A life without a faith…….. like trying to row a boat with one oar….. just keep going around in circles……. One oar ?

What do you want……. now what’s realistic……. because seeking things that are beyond your capacity to acquire them… like trying to fill a bucket with a thimble….. it can be done…..but you will grow weary from the process and quit….. that’s reality having to stretch your abilities to achieve is admirable……. But there are limits…

So now you have come to a place where you are in the last quarter……maybe you reason it’s past time to shed the baggage of the past and move forward but you can’t do it …… until you review it there are conditions that must be met to achieve freedom from the past they are…..…