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it not what you think
it’s not what you think a familiar line that i have to keep reminding myself all the time so as much as i would like to portray otherwise the fact is my emotions are constantly getting in my way so the rewind button is always near so i can take another look at the things…
Read Moregrowing up……………….a little
i can be wrong and still have a good day seeing a hole initially makes me afraid but i have to look through it, it’s not going away so reluctantly i start going over the facts………..honestly, and see what needs to be changed i will look for the shortest route to take, to get what i…
Read Moreyou’ll be the same
whatever i do, you will be the same so if i want to be successful i should recognize your game i don’t have to like it, but i have to learn how to play after all a child is never happy unless they have their way the trick is you need to think you win…
Read Morethe facts are
the facts are : you irritate the hell out of me and i irritate the hell out of you you have the power i have given you and that’s my fault i have explained to you in great detail where my buttons are and when is the best time to push them you like being…
Read Moreoff the hook/for s.t.e.p
your punching bag has moved jumped down off the hook tired of taking your jabs and listening to your shit you have a certain knack for alienating people and history bares that out i should have stopped this a long time ago but i was hesitant because the money was good keep your money and…
Read MoreIF I CALL YOUR FRIEND
if i call you friend there are certain things i must do and certain i cannot do i must respect you though we won’t always agree to give you the space to be what you want to be as i would like you to do the same for me to listen as you share your…
Read Morei came to You
i came to You because you cared when i was lost You didn’t interfere you let me run until i failed the last test i was losing my identity, i was losing my ”self” You listened to my story, that You already knew to see if i could be honest with myself as well as…
Read Moreit’s always the beginning/ until the end
it’s always a beginning until the end another day older but a new day begins and i get to choose where to draw the line what i will try to accomplish and what gets left behind there is an order to everything in life the things we thought just happened, don’t seem that way when…
Read Moretime the teacher
no longer do i have to fear the falling of the hands for if it where not this way how would i grow and understand time the great teacher must exact a cost on me and what i give is a fraction of what amount has been alotted me the trade goes rather smoothly now…
Read Morethe paradox of waiting
be careful not to assume the gift is in the goal perhaps the greatest treasures are those we learn in the waiting for it is when we are lean and we are green, puzzled on which way to go God intercedes after we bleed deep inside our soul the lesson to be learned, is it…
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