this is a note that will make you choke, so i suggest you take small bites how you treat me should have nothing to do with how i treat you i sing this song and some hum along ,that we are on this spiritual quest……………..and a sharp word from a slippery tongue stops me in…

i sense there is some confusion and it should be plain to see i have one set of morals for you and a modified version for me you see i have certain standards that you simply must meet and of course i will try to do the same but after-all it’s me you couldn’t expect…

no matter how hard we run, you and i know what’s been down it chases us everyday and it’s not going to go away this is going to take some time but i want to come out from behind this wall we have put in place to hide our shame and our disgrace forgiveness takes…

i have spent my entire life trying to define God to define God would place parameters on and entity that is boundless the idea of leaving something open-ended is problematic to most of us we need a beginning and and end……………….in Gods’ case it isn’t going to happen the best concept for me concerning God…

verse by Captain Beefheart ” CRAZY LITTLE THING, CRAZY LITTLE THING, HOW DID YOU MEET A THING, LIKE CRAZY LITTLE THING, JUST GONE CRAZY, JUST GONE CRAZY” couldn’t think of a better definition of feelings they can give such elation and joy and rake sandpaper over an open wound you have to learn to ride…

trying to change the past is knowledge without wisdom akin to a pile of books on a donkeys ass, the knowledge is there but he doesn’t know what to do with it the past will only haunt you if you don’t learn from it otherwise it was a learning experience that was painful at times…

you hold in your hand a treasure chest, that has stood the test of time and shines brighter than if it were filled with gold you have found that inner curiosity that all have inside, some choose to ignore it and others take the ride through lands far away where a carpenter walked from town…

the essence of a man is very hard to suppress generally it is good and pure until we get our hands on it through self-deception and a drive to fit in, we become distorted and a shadow of where we began some can see it coming, an asteroid to the soul, changing their orbit before…

humans are like water taking the path of least resistance getting in tight places where they do damage evaporating when the heat gets to hot confronted with obstacles they go around easier to travel a little further than to deal with the problem at hand cool and refreshing until moving to quickly they create turbulence…

maybe it was in a blackout when i use to drink myself to sleep not really sure if it happened or not but it still feels real to me in a drunken stupor, this is something like the prayer i prayed ”You know this would go a lot easier for You and for me, if…