ok you can pull the shades, i am done with today more appropriate wording is today is done with me with the first breath of the morning and you feel the razor’s edge better start prayin’ fast, cause you know you are going to be in for it the magic pill that is supposed to…

going to take all the restraint i have and all the patience you can send to make it through today had about all i could take and i am in overdrive now, so don’t be late jump on in and bring a float i’m taking on water fast and i’m not sure i swim that…

anger is a tenacious vine that grows inside of me i have tried many times to irradiate this evil root but sometimes it hard to get to it’s source because i’ve found anger comes forth, when love has left my heart simple fact i dare not retract, ugly but it’s true anger does not enter…

here, take your ”pacey” and go sit in the corner and whimper i get it, i would not be overjoyed either after a long day to come home to deal with little tasmanian devils aka ”grand-children”, but what do you expect when everyone hops at their little shrill voices but you can accept it or…

the great hindrance of spirituality is waiting for great things to do when in reality there are so many small things that need to be done but our egos say there are more important issues to deal with in the culmination of achieving these small tasks we glean knowledge and more important…..wisdom we move a…

growing down and stepping off have enabled me to see much of which i have learned thus far is of little importance to me so busy with the emphasis of always getting ahead so much was lost in busyness i’m having to retrace where i’ve been the photographs my mind snapped and turned into slides,…

the words register in your mind, but never make it to your heart until they make that journey, you will continue to listen but you will never learn, stop listening and hear

sit and stay, try to relax, don’t be looking for answers or tasks what you need and what you need to do, are all right here in front of you so if you settle down and let you mind take a break, there are gonna be far less mistakes sit boo-boo sit, stay boo-boo stay…

some days i hate being a Christian, when acting out would make me feel better in the short term when i could just tell everyone what i think and where they can put it, and i have done just that, only to find my feelings weren’t factual………………………i have half the information needed to make such…

to do hard things is where the ”gold” is found in life to feel pain increase rather than decrease even though you know what you are doing is right to have emotion burst forth that is impossible to contain, caring little what others may think to wear the hollow eyes of night passing without sleep…