everyday i whittle away the things that keep me from being free the hardest thing for me to accept, was i am the one doing those things to me fear of want and hope of gain were the key players in my life the problem with that philosophy in implies i know what i need…

IT IS A COMMONLY HELD THOUGHT THAT ALL POOR PEOPLE ARE MISERABLE AND THAT COULDN’T BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH IN MY TRAVELS I HAVE MET SOME OF THE MOST ENTHUSIASTIC AND HAPPY PEOPLE THAT HAVE BARELY ENOUGH TO EAT AND MARGINAL SHELTER AT BEST………………….THEY WERE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT THEY HAD OVERALL THEIR CONDENSED MESSAGE,…

i have a difficult time keeping up with things i need, glasses, keys, numbers etc.. but these turn up and generally after i stop looking for them, they are found there is one thing i depend on and is as close as my willingness to embrace it Gods’ Presence that bonus that was added to…

it is important to finish what you start ,as a matter of self respect we trip over loose ends that never get connected a well planned project is a beautiful thing, the process is character building at it’s best to conceive an idea and proceed to bring it to fruition is akin to learning to…

old enough were a license is no longer required really the fish are the same what changed………………me getting older senior discounts because i didn’t die, kinda funny you made it this far you old geezer…….good luck, need a hand getting older has benefits no one can imagine until you get here temperament has mellowed slow…

i don’t know what works for you, i know what works for me and if i ask a thousand persons their beliefs, it really doesn’t help me it adds to my confusion as i seek an easier way the tools that i need will be presented to me as i seek, but if i am…

i have hunted the unsuspecting and stalked them as prey some with the best intentions, but it did not end that way left to my own devices i am prone to devour and loot, under the guise i care for you but i am often just looking to benefit myself the goal as a struggling…

a little bit of sin is like a little bit of cancer……………could be worst but do you really want it i hear you…………….”well we’re just humans, and people are going to make mistakes……” well really, no kidding but conscious living requires realization and assessment of how actions affect others the best of us/this doesn’t include…

it seems inevitable to me that i will forever miss the mark, and fall prey to the fears that seem to be an intrinsic part of me given the choice between the high road and the less desirable route it remains a fifty/fifty chance i will do the right thing………up from 60/40…take small victories when…

just when i think i am getting it, i slip dusting myself off, i gather myself and my wits moments of self examination follow seldom do i like what i find and it is generally an off hand attempt to justify errant behavior i have supposedly given up charge and direction of my life, unfortunately…