recycled

there were parts of me that still had integrity, able to carry a load but most had fallen into disrepair and needed to be replaced and had to go but what was saved that remained intact was a willingness to grow requiring a dismantling of a broken mind and the removal of the fear that…

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disembogue

when i share what has been given to me the river inside flows fast and free allowing the Father to work through me the banks just overflow the blessings that i seek are framed in those faces that have a frown turned upside down and move from defeat to hope the joy that comes from…

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”better be able to laugh at yourself”

one of those days when i wished i had stayed on the shelf remained in bed and took a mulligan, but i ventured forth and was not surprised when the day blew up right before my eyes i gave those involved notice i was taking a break and would be back shortly after a walk…

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sense of direction

[a daydream] the tiny sailboat sat listless as i gazed at the distant shore the weather was pleasant enough and air was warm but not charred i was not the least concerned that there was no breeze at all for it has become aware to me that my direction is set, and i am on…

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Companion

God isn’t waiting for me, He is waiting with me i am not walking to Him, we are walking together i can cause a separation or a chasm by resistance or defiance, but He will never leave me i place my foot and faith on the foundation that through thick and thin, up and down,…

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the angle

i thought it was straight ahead, but it quickly veered off to the left what had begun as a helping hand, started to prod me into an orchestrated plan now a hustler is hard to hustle because the verbiage is the same laced with cautious warnings if you aren’t willing to play the game not…

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wrong place

i make so much effort to insure the cross i wear is always around my neck seems i an ill attired if it is missing from it’s place, i take it off before going to bed to keep from becoming tangled in my sleep but from my actions yesterday i am obligated to see, the…

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presence

i am so pumped to come to this place described in many ways all of them fall short of capturing the essence of Gods’ presence don’t think for a moment i float through the day, i show my shortcomings in so many ways but i know without a doubt when i have erred in my…

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consistency is the key

all things in life that matter to me are as vital and valid as my consistency for it matters little what i profess but rather the time i seek finding it surprised to find it did not require hours on end but a few minutes of focused regimen consistency is the key to all things…

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farmer

on my journey to the bottom i realize what i am………. and what i’m not was a time that would have thrown me into a spin now they are just things i have to learn again education is only as productive as the student is in tune with the teaching i learned many lessons partially…

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