sometimes it’s humbling but plain to see, i don’t know what to do with me. that used to be a big problem with consequences to exhaustive to recant, so let’s just say left to my own devices things didn’t always go well. so a friend suggested when uncertain he had a mantra for me, ”…

what do you do with your light…………………do you acknowledge it’s presence and use it guide………so you and others may see more clearly where to trod do you deny its’ existence and check it off as fantasy……………..if that’s the case you are probably miserable we be little Gods with things we must choose to open our…

i know it it’s not offensive to most, but when i am told i can’t it sits in my craw a better way to accept in this head, is ”i prefer not to” i can rob a bank, i can steal a car, i can be unfaithful, i can take a drink and i can…

doesn’t serve me will to become attached to things, it’s okay for me to use them to accomplish tasks and chores………but i try to keep the perspective that are only as good as the service they provide i don’t worship my car,or my home nor my possessions, they are mere things and that is all…

i’m not sure i agree, so i’ll take the time to find out for me/ though you may interpret it as such, after a little digging, you’re out to lunch so why would i depend on you to do for me what only i can do, if i want to understand i have to put…

MEANS NOT COMPLETE……………….NEVER WILL BE BUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS A BETTER VERSION OF ME I CAN’T AT THIS POINT MOVE PHYSICAL OBJECTS BY CONCENTRATED THOUGHT BUT I CAN CHANGE MY MIND I CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY WITH NO PLANNED DESTINATION OR SCHEDULE, JUST A WILLINGNESS TO ENJOY THE SCENERY AND THE RIDE, PERHAPS THAT…

THE BEST DIRECTIONS IN THE WORLD…….ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS FOLLOWED……………..SO IF YOU SEEK MY ADVICE I WILL FIRST DETERMINE, IF YOU ARE LISTENING. IF I CAN’T FINISH A THOUGHT BEFORE YOU HAVE TO INTERJECT, THEN I AM IN FRONT OF A COMPLAINER AND IT ISN’T GOING TO GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT. MOST OF…

i put up signs in my mind this road is temporarily closed, you see the thoughts were coming to me were not benefiting the cause. so with the utmost practice i have found my mind isn’t always my friend, sometimes it’s a confidant and often throws things into a spin. so when it becomes a…

I KEEP GOING BACK TO THINGS THAT ATTACK THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO BE/ FREE FROM THE PULL OF HABITS THAT RULE MY LIFE AND PERSONALITY/ SO I HAVE MANAGED TO DELETE THE ONES THAT WOULD DELETE MY EXISTENCE ON THIS PLANE TO SLOW AND STEADY DIMINISHING OF MY HEALTH AND SELF RESPECT THROUGH…

round and round and up and down you wonder why you can’t find a fix, you want to talk around the problem but not actually about the problem because someone might be offended. i have come to a conclusion that i have found one thing people are more afraid of then death……………..the truth. we can…