houdini

i have the ability to change what is in front me trained to see beyond the obvious and to possibilities so i am never at a loss for i can can easily alter my course use what is here, accept what is near discovering that a positive attitude and an inquisitive mind can uncover a…

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before i go

before i go………..wanted you to know how much you mean to me……best part of all, i need not name you……..because you know who you are…………………….the biggest mistake i have seen myself and others make is not sharing how they feel……….. a beautiful gift is still in the box because we were afraid to let it…

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putting myself in time out

i sit by the window and the trees outline the sky………..occasionally a bird will appear overhead and fly by…………………………….i take this opportunity to put a gap in the flow…………………placing myself in time out……………………there is not great occasion at the root of this pause……not looking for excuses over things to avoid………..i have taken up this practice…

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laughing at the lies i’ve told myself

i’m sitting on a rock in a park that consumed a great deal of time in my youth and i am enjoying acknowledging and reminiscing some of the lies i have told myself………….and pretended to believe them…….because we know they are lies and promote then anyway…..thinking we have become good at the masquerade, another thin…

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settle/or crossroads

disgruntled i hear the cosmos howling ” you are where you are for a reason”………………………………………………………………………………………………. i look over the meadow and accept the fact i am in the 3rd quarter……and i’m not sure who has the ball……………………………………. we come to a crossroads and we assess where we are and where we are going and know…

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too big for your box/ for the pygmies in the forest

sorry to disappoint you……..just to big for your box……i gather you intended to determine the terms…………..but from a myriad past i can confirm…….. that thought process did nothing to deter the mind of a poet…….and the heart of a lion… don’t worry i am comfortable with the outcome…………sorry you weren’t……………………. bhaaaa………..bhaaaa………black sheet have you any…

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shadows dance

when i turn down the lights and prepare to sleep into my room those shadows creep they dance with the lights from the cars passing on the street they laugh at me and thwart my sleep they very thing that they fear is the power of light and they disappear so i sometimes let them…

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too much to ask/ i agree to do the same for you

your attention: sometimes i want your undivided attention………not all the time but sometimes listen to me: listen to me with both your head and your heart…..i can tell if you are listening if you pause to consider my words……..and if you don’t understand………ask for a clarification walk in my shoes: as best you can and…

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that one thing /for vic/mirajen

there is one thing………………that connects us all, short,fat, big or tall, and all the colors of the rainbow…………….that common thread is love…………….we all seek it, we want to give it and we want to experience it………………when that fundamental desire ends……..so does all meaningful life……………..we continue to exist but we cannot flourish………….. when we are confronted…

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nothing has changed

i don’t talk about it………really not much to say……….laid my cards on the table…………..and realized it wasn’t a winning hand anyway………. i don’t talk about it……really not much to say……………. i look over my back chapters….when i have let it all hang out…..most when when i was under some influence…… alcohol, drugs or both…….. this…

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