not afraid to ask

not afraid to ask you…….. or anyone………………….concerning things i need……………………and i expect you to be honest and not make promises you cannot keep…………………………………….. my requests are simple and you can expect me to do the same…. tell me the truth……………..not your version if you tell me you care or love me……………make sure your actions reflect…

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silent

no response…………………….i feel inclined to give this issue ”quiet time”…………………………………………………..and when the dust has had time clear…………………perhaps a new perception will appear…….. we have talked the issue to death……………..more confused then when we begin…………………..i see no reason to pick this snake up again…………….i remove myself and remain silent………. when someone isn’t ready to let go,…

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inveigled by a swindler

the rose peddled words drooled from your lips and many a fool would have bought into it…………………..a handshake and smile would have sufficed and the longer you talked the more my instincts spiked………………………. not many accolades for being educated on the street…………..but there ain’t many lessons learned that you won’ need…………..like so many classes designed…

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no return

you will never get back to square one………….best to forgive,if you can,and move on…………………………..partners, family and friends…….can never start over again………………you will never get back to square one……… we would like to delude ourselves into thinking…….we can wipe the slate clean………………….and when you look again those stains remain……………..you never start over again…….. the best bet…

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thelittlethings

it’s the little things that makes us unique the things that one must examine closely if they will ever get a peak inside our heads and what makes us tick…….it’s the little things…. the obvious things are thinly veiled attempts to get attention they say ”i’m not enough, so notice me”……… the subdued and almost…

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disconnected

it seems to be a strange anomaly between what your lips say and what your body says……………………………………………….. that disconnect has you stretched and it’s like watching a real life ”Gumby”………………..very disconcerting to watch……like Joe Cocker teaching a Sunday School Class……………………… when your separate the emotions attached to a person and can be objective,………….very few are…

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to obvious not to see

i am amazed and it bothers me how people roll over issues that are too plain to see…………………… they use the excuse it will be okay……………..only to find them later….. sitting in their car with a gun by their side……………wondering what it would be like on the other side never fails and you reinforce my…

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i miss me too

i miss me too, when i try to be what you want me to be when in reality if you can accept me for me……………….how do you expect me to accept you so it has become apparent to me you weren’t looking for a friend you wanted someone you could control and this isn’t happening…

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i stole the knife/ for enzem/ex cutter

i stole the knife you used to cut little pieces of yourself ……..they were given out like souvenirs…………………….i never understood it why you thought so little of yourself……………………from the outside you were always beautiful and you have held up very well…………by i saw something that made me pause as if you were in a spell…………………………………………..…

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God of yesterday, today and tomorrow……….yep

as i have come to see the meaning of the time You have afforded me……………………i have been placed here for a reason………………. to proclaim your name………. how i live………….how i help and care……… for others who may be seeking, unaware You are already here……. You called my name many times and i finally answered the…

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