i know……i know ………this will be a new and challenging experience for you……. why don’t you consider telling the truth…………………………everyone that is still left is tired of making excuses for you………………hell do it for us and take us off the hook…………..it is so obvious it’s just become engrained in you………and most of the time there…

if looks are all you have…………i’m probably not interested in being your friend……it doesn’t take long before that gets thin……..when physical attributes are used to get your way……that will work sometimes………but it won’t work with me……. not a pretender…….not into the look good game……if i call you a friend i will get in the mud…

i’ll let you go down that dark, hard road……we’ve talked about it and you are determined to go…….i’ve traveled that road so i already know………….but you’re like me, stubborn……..hurts to see you go……. i know it looks good……the road in front of you……but it doesn’t come cheap what was promised to you and those brights…

sure you have to respect yourself, respect others and expect them to respect you…… revere you, worship you………get real…………who needs that much attention……self-absorbed people that’s who……. all wrapped up in me, means i am blind and can’t see what happening around me……..constant focus on self-fulfillment is boring eventually……..because those people don’t know what they want……much…

i’ll talk about me and maybe it will apply to you……i discovered that what i sought had already been purchased…..already bought………but because i was in a hurry to stake my claim…….i never noticed it was already here……. so an accident stopped me in my tracks……and i had plenty of time to reflect ….what i found…

when you think about a statement like ”all or nothing”……….what does it mean to you sounds like gluttony to me…………we wouldn’t know what to do with ”all” anyway….. this notion leads me to think that while i am striving to grab everything i can….i maybe totally oblivious to the blessings i already have…….. this is…

nothing left to figure out……i placed my life in Gods’ Hands……….i can’t always see what He’s doing…..but it has taken me to where i am…….my life by no means is perfect….but it’s better then what i had planned and my issues are just opportunities to see what He’ll do next….. what a relief to start…

i would rather come to be a Messenger than a Master of Poetry……for as my time here is short….my goal is to try and help someone else……i believe the victory is not here but what lies ahead of me……. i have strggled to unwind the twisted thoughts of my mind……and realized the one who thought…

laugh at yourself……it confirms you can see just how crazy your thoughts can be…….one criteria for remaining sane………you realize your mind plays games…….you get to pick the ones you explore…..more importantly you get to pick the ones you ignore…. sometimes it’s good to share with someone your thoughts give them a reference where to start,…

when i’m not feeling that fond of myself……a friend suggested i should help someone else…that has proven to be the best medicine for me……gets me out of myself and puts the focus on someone else…….that little change lets me see……things are exactly like they are supposed to be…….. these daily trials i let get under…