please never take from me these fragile thoughts………………that leave me helpless ….back to the cross………………………for every indecision that has me turned and tossed………….has me crawling back to you…………………………… i could have learned long ago……… the wasted time before i go back to the Guide that loves me so……………but my humanity and fledgling faith sit and conjure…

see you’re in a ditch let me give you a hand……………now that’s better your on the road again……….life is going to happen again and again…………………….. I’ll walk with you but i can’t walk for you…………….. most of your troubles are because you don’t consult with me……………you get lost and reach for my hand……………..if that’s the…

it has been a slow desent………………..but i am here……………in the valley………..it isn’t all doom and gloom…………………………..but i am tired and there are legitimate reasons for my fatique……….some i am to blame and some i am not……………..right now it doesn’t matter……………i am here…………………………………………………….. there are certain things that grow well here…………………the first one i can think…

”do you want to get better or just sound better………………do you want to stop operating from ”fear based”……………and move to ”God Based”……………………….do You have faith or think you have faith…………………….stop talking…………………start doing……………………the Hands and Feet I have given you …………………………always say the truth……………………your mouth…….not so much……………………………better late than never……………….grow up”………………. Thanks God…………………….I know I have…

”you tell me that I am your God and trouble meets you at the door…………..instead of shaking hands……………it shakes you to the core……………………..knotted and twisted you go about your day………………….constantly worried that I will look away………………..exhausted you collapse and surrender the problem to Me……………………all the time it took…… until you had enough and I was…

you have all you need to have a good life………there are reasons that things are missing and many things are present…………………. there is a spirit that helps us along the way………….try to be aware of the ”nudge” or ”pull” and know that it is attempt to save you time and effort……………….. when i’m in the…

no matter what happens today……………………….i will be joyful and renewed by a faith that i have continued to nurture and pursue………………..matters little what confronts me……..as i am fully aware that the power that escorts me is greater then any circumstance or situation that i may encounter……………………………………………………………………………………………………………… no matter what………. i am part of the Body…

that one person may read something i wrote and say………………..perhaps there is a better way………or…………….i can pause and restart my day……………..that would be enough for me… that an errant thought could be tossed and replaced with a better frame of mind………from words i choose that someone would lose beliefs that keep them in a fix………………..…

the ‘call of the wild’ almost killed me …………………it’s one thing to be called………it’s another to let that ”call”……………..control you…………………….. wide open is a hard way to live…………………..extraordinarly exhilarating and extraordinarily demeaning ……….because you often go against you better judgment……………..for the lure of the ‘call’……………………………………… it was a very difficult cycle to break………………………..justifying the lows…………..because…

the light of faith shone on your face……………..perhaps it was the God in me that let me see the God in you……………………………..inescapable……….the humility in how you spoke about your beliefs was calming and tender……………… what a beautiful witness that was more communicated by the peace on your face………than the words you spoke……………….you lived your faith……………..isn’t…