the shallow well

there is little point in digging the shallow well…………………often runs dry and reveals little………..the springs that feed our insecurities and defects run deep and scratching the surface is often worse than no attempt at all………………….the source is elusive and we may reach many false bottoms…………deterred by what seems to be bedrock when in reality it…

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hmmmm……………where did we put it ?

where did we put the love we lauded…..applauded………….and professed………….. somehow or another we misplaced it or more precisely we sat it aside so we could entertain our well hidden insecurities and ghosts in the closet…………..but they are out now………..and parading all around the room……………. it is so true what isn’t addressed …………….doesn’t get undressed and…

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children of the ”light”

welcome……welcome all you children of the light……………….washed in His Glory and bathed in His Grace………………when you look to other you see Him in their face……………..welcome you and bring your blessings and spread them around this place……………….. the ”spirit”……………….is upon you……………you have no need to fear…………………the work you do for Him will bring gladness and good…

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i ask for Thee

i ask for Thee to guide my mind………………so that i may continue to find………….the love You have showed to me………………..the love that sets me free find in me those hidden things that pollute the flowing streams of Your Mercy and Grace  that others may see the light in me is You…………… give to me the…

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wrestling match

the better part of me is always in a struggle with my lower nature……… there are two sides to me on a good day……………..and several more on the complicated ones……… torn between dealing with fantasy……………….and accepting the world as it is and being okay with challenges………………… running has lost it’s attraction…………..because everywhere i go……there i…

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protect me……from myself

it’s not him………………….it’s not them……………that makes me uncomfortable in my skin…………..i am the one who will do me in……please protect me from myself it’s not the day that challenges me and gets me off the beam………..it is my fears………..my doubts and tears……………….please protect me from myself i often blame the closest thing for disrupting my…

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when the sun is cold

when the sun is cold…………………..something is wrong with my soul…………..and i need to be still……………………………….find where the discomfort is……………………………..and if is something i can change or fix…………………………..this is the point where progress can be made……..but only if i am willing to be honest and not afraid……………. not afraid to admit that i do not have…

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a life without worry

a life without worry lies within our reach……..transcends human tendency and is the condition of total surrender and total dependence on God………………………. to face every moment of every day with the assurance that you are cared for and protected is a life few imagine is possible and fewer yet achieve…………………… to set aside our desire…

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understudy

follow the script as best you can………………it will shape a better woman and man……always do more than you feel comfortable doing……………….. it is how we grow………………… there is a path that has been made for each and every day…………….best to stay out of the way…….letting it unfold………………………… reserve your assessment of what has been presented…

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a liitle bit……………..can be a lot

little bit can be a lot……………even if it’s just one drop…………….if it is given with large amonts of love……………. more about the intent than the gift and the manner in which it is bestowed……………… the undeniable………….presence of love is more powerful that words………….and makes it’s way through the hardest hearts and isn’t afraid of rejection………………….…

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