The only solace I can find to untangle this congested mind is admitting my misdeeds and being intuitive to see …… forgiveness begins and ends with me…… Free to stumble…… free to fall ……gather up the broken pieces and form them into a ball….. and let them roll away……let them roll away ttucro

I began to learn when my mouth learned to listen…..and my ears learned to talk…… ttucro

The things we dream of ….. long for are usually right in front of us…… we set the wheels of attraction in motion when we manifest our desires to the cosmos…ie.. God stop ….. listen and be quiet……the angels are screaming to get your attention rake through the wreckage of your past and look closely…….the…

You will never know what loss of a partner…. friend or soulmate is like……until you get there You think you are prepared for the damn to break….. but it just keeps springing leaks…..and you want it to happen and be over but it isn’t finished with the task of branding you with its mark you…

From 19 to 30 you adopted me as your little brother being around you made me feel so special…..you were a looker and I was passable….. I always wanted more than that but you knew how to be honest with me….and let me down easy we had been out drinking one evening and I asked…

Let me know when you find yourself…. I stopped looking…….   Canceled…..   ttucro

Hey You……..healer in the sky…… get me otta here…..this place where everything is sharp and jaded……please get me otta here where the sun doesn’t warm it passes through you and everything is cloudy and the wind seems to have singled you out. Get me otta here Hey You…I know you’re Listening…….thanks get me outta here…

“Perhaps” was my favorite word for a long time….. but it has been replaced by “Sometimes”….. Because everything is vulnerable to “sometimes” sometimes ttucro  

Just one of the clowns that hangs around trying to remember what he was talking about… just one of the clowns that writes it all down…..holing you will know what Im saying…… One of the clowns that still believes Santa Claus is real…. He just dresses differently….. Just one of the clowns that believes in…

I bend…..I break……I cry…….I laugh……I fear…..I believe…….I doubt…… I trust……trust is broken…..I  blame…..I accept responsibility….. I lie….. I cheat……I steal…. I give…..I gain….I lose…..I love…..I hate……..I forgive…….I never forget I live……I die I am Everyman……… ttucro