I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place here…… concerning two relationships

leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participants….. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly as still another futile attempt to rekindle that relationship……and honestly it would have been. Forgot the issue that she wants nothing to do with me.

Stirred the memory pot and the fumes leave me forlorn…… even though I intuitively know neither were right from the beginning……

so the thinly disguised dropped its veil and smacked me in the face……what is gone …..is gone

what returns only comes back if the necessary changes have occurred to bridge the concerns of the past.

you will never accomplish a reconciliation…..only God can do that

let go ……. Move forward…….and accept everything is just as it is supposed to be

Damn

mostly david