Archive for April 2025
Spend the money..
I knew I should have bit the bullet and gone ahead and paid a professional to do the lobotomyā¦. But as usual I was trying to save a buckā¦.I canāt even find the receipt for the wire cutters so canāt return themā¦sometimes you just have to spend the money almost David
Read MoreAngels do sleepā¦..for the court of Hastingsās
Pā¦. Said he found you asleep on the couch didn’t hear you come inā¦. Exhausted after another night of trauma from patientsā¦..and staff he took a throw from the chair and covered you as he was about to turn off the light and go back to bedā¦.. he grinned because a question he asked a…
Read MoreThe End of Desireā¦..end of pain
Itās 3 oāclock in the morningā¦ā¦..been traveling so was kinda geared up went to Planet Fitness and caught a workout and drove to the next town to unwind sitting in a parking lot looking at the various plants or weeds on the hill in front of the van sometimes I wish I was more like…
Read MoreRest Areaā¦..pull off
Everyone needs a rest area a place to pull off the highway of life and decompress too many thoughts lead to a tangled knitting š§¶ ball we try to use as a brain š§ how many good things or thoughts could be realized by the direction of a tangled mess One Is in harmony when…
Read MoreAlmost Davidā¦ā¦.continued
I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you and me People misconstrue an…
Read MoreShould have.. would have..
I thought I spread my wings when I was younger but I got caught in the riptide of other peoples lives I donāt blame themā¦. Ā Ā I blame myself I spent the majority of my life trying to be things Iām not But Iām off the ground now.. Ā Ā this bird is in flight donāt…
Read MoreNo Manās Land..
The stark truth.. the women my age are either knitting or going to a book club.. the women Iām attracted to ā¦. Ā I could be their father Welcome to No Manās Land almost david
Read MoreThinly Veiledā¦.
I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place hereā¦ā¦ concerning two relationships leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participantsā¦.. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly as still another futile attempt…
Read MoreTelling your heartā¦ā¦ No
The personal quest to unite with another is a treacherous course to maneuver One path leads to an overwhelming desire on one partā¦ā¦.yours Another path leads to an overwhelming desire on their partā¦. Not yours the elixir that has the right amount of fear and faith is a concoction that only the Angels can provideā¦.…
Read MoreConsider
For a while I was afraid of the voices in my head I suppose that for some reason I was fearful because I alternatively went from listening and acting upon and / or repulsion from some of the chatter I have embraced the concept of lower and higher self my fears and lack of understanding…
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