Maybe someday all my ducks will be in a row

but I doubt it…..

perhaps these periods of turbulence will fade away

but I doubt it…..

the people that mistake me and misunderstood me will get it

but I doubt it…..

the good I want to do will be appreciated and graciously accepted

but I doubt it…..

the yearnings of my heart will be fulfilled and overflowing

but I doubt it …….

that everyone and everything that is good for me and those close to me will be realized

but I doubt it……..

what I do believe is that I will achieve some goals and some I won’t

that life will continue to be rewarding and at times frustrating

that some will love me and some will hate me no matter what I do

that this life is whatever I want to make it

that and my faith……..I don’t doubt

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