It will be different..
When all my “dime dancing is through”
That one will appear and it may very well be an old acquaintance that our paths cross and we sit down to talk……and we leave together
It will be different because I am different and the trials of life have filled in the ruts and fixed the potholes.
It was close the last time but things changed and some of those changes weren’t good and we didn’t correct them.
This is a time of realization that I have been a slave to intimacy and I only was able to achieve that in the bedroom and you spend far more time outside then in bed..
It has been a slow process and I’m just beginning to understand that part and it is humbling.. seems I’m always beginning something…
I guess that’s what “seekers” do.
Ttucro