I’m sitting in a restaurant eating salad for my weekly commitment to eat all the colors in the rainbow once a week

I reflect about you and liken it to trying to hold water…the more you resisted the tighter I held you….for awhile

Until I realized it wasn’t what you wanted…and I didn’t persist after that
It was like trying to hold water…it won’t last long

Was it me, because of my past or was it you were captive before and restraint scared you.. perhaps it was a combination of both

I try not to think of you but it comes and goes

We were already damaged and we forgot about the pain until the weeds in the flower bed took over the flowers…and the will to clean them out

Was gone

We will both need special people to help us and let us heal…
Just a suggestion…maybe you will consider this one… Let God pick them

See you on the beach 🏝️

TTucro