I ran the lawn mower over the flowerbed…. It almost sounded like they were crying… I know I was

I was grateful that the mower was loud so no one could hear my sobbing

the flowers reminded me of you and I just couldn’t take it

It is maddening to end a relationship when you love someone….somehow you take a thimble full of solace knowing you cared enough for them not to pretend and act like you could live with your major diffidence’s

it isn’t my job to reinvent anyone other then myself, what you believe degraded my beliefs and your attempts to discredit what I had personally experienced wasn’t conducive to moving forward

It was like a train with two engines at either end pulling in two different directions…..creates a tension that is a constant struggle

there are no more flowers…. but that doesn’t matter you  bought your own flowers because you don’t need anyone or anything

because you are self sufficient…… unfortunately to a fault

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