Archive for December 2023
Middle of the Road
I decided to try something new my motive was to get a better view what I found much to my surprise In the middle of the Road was a better place to reside Here I am able to see both sides and I donāt miss the Ā things I want to see yesā¦.. the middle of…
Read MoreAt the door of tomorrow
I lay my issues at the door šŖ of tomorrowā¦. An focus on the blessings in front of me ā¦ā¦ while exploring my gifts and sharing my bountyā¦.. The answers to those challenges always come to me So when I forget that my needs are always metā¦.. A reminder comes to meā¦ā¦. I have an…
Read MoreI Remember Your Smile
Recalling our interaction I can recall your confidence and exuberance for life Beams of light seemed to dart across your face and you said, ā hope your day is magicalā and it was because of you I remember you twisted limbs and your confinement to the wheelchairā¦ā¦ but they didnāt own you ā¦ā¦. You owned…
Read MoreFired the Judgeā¦ā¦ā¦Disbarred
It was way overdueā¦ā¦. My version of the law kept me from you who am I to say what you need to doā¦..who knows you betterā¦ā¦than you same thing applies to meā¦ā¦when I carry out the judgmentā¦ā¦it never failsā¦ā¦..takes forever to get outta jail I’m okay regretting the ignorant acts I commit but Iāll never…
Read MorePut the whip away
I am putting the whip awayā¦ā¦.the self loathing got in the way of my service and benefit to others i was never all that good at being badā¦ā¦ but my ego likes to think so i make mistakes and often disregarding obvious outcomesā¦.and I own it the constant flailing has worn me out and the…
Read MoreQuilting
The remnants are on the table but they arenāt stirring fearā¦ā¦..I pick one up with excitement to join it with needle and threadā¦.. then something happens and it seems sort of queer something inside is choosing the pieces and guiding my hands and a rag tag tapestry appears the stitching isnāt masterful but the work…
Read MoreThe Word
There is a word that helps me stand when I am on shaky ground and I acquired it over time it has helped me through many difficult times matters not who was at faultā¦ā¦.matters only that I survived I carry the scars of battles lost and won most not visible to the eyeā¦ā¦ but I…
Read MoreStudent
Well it is said when the student is ready the teacher will appearā¦ā¦ā¦.I am listening and I can hearā¦ā¦ what used to be confusing now seems clearā¦ā¦wasnāt because I didnāt know it was because I feared understanding my purpose didnāt require anyoneās approvalā¦..only their respect. The most important lesson Iām learning is confidence in myselfā¦ā¦…
Read MoreParticipant
I pledge to be a participant in this mysterious game of lifeā¦..and though I donāt always show itā¦..I know the difference between wrong and right I pledge not to blame others for how my life unfolds, for this life is like a ball of clay it evolves the way itās mold participant
Read MoreFinders Keepersā¦ā¦.
Not used to being heard and respected for what I needā¦ā¦..swimming in new waters and it feels very different for me to have someone that is comfortable and confident to be themselves and not be threatened or intimidated by me that is a level of understanding and respect that is very important and appealing to…
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