The road I was on has been permanently closed….. the cost to repair required losing my self respect…… it has damaged my confidence….

being unwilling to admit reality is a safe bet that it will result in turmoil…..and it did

starting over…. not starting from scratch but learning new ways is awkward at best….. but there has to be a payoff for sacrificing an old life that didn’t work for a new life filled with hope

i have my cup under the faucet but it is slow going…. I suppose that’s how it should be

perhaps this time I will pay more attention to what’s going in….

regaining self esteem is paramount to recovery…… whatever addiction you are experiencing

it has to be reconstructed one step at a time………

ttucro/collector of smiles