I am putting the whip away…….the self loathing got in the way of my service and benefit to others

i was never all that good at being bad…… but my ego likes to think so

i make mistakes and often disregarding obvious outcomes….and I own it

the constant flailing has worn me out and the energy would be better spent doing the next “right” thing

throw that thing away…… the neighbors are tired of you moaning

ttucro