Until now……….for Johnny C.

That feeling that surpasses all understanding is impossible to describe…….until now

the things you thought were important dominated your life…… until now

the idea you could or should trust someone completely was a course in wishful thinking…..until now

the thought that someone would accept you and share with you intimately was fleeting at best….until now

the possibility that a partner existed that would challenge you and you could challenge them to grow mentally and spiritually was foreign…..until now ……

until now you only thought you knew….. now you know that you were mistaken

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