The authentic life doesn’t always feel right……but there is an overall sense you know what you are doing…….. be prepared to be confronted with people looking for explanations…..where there are none Against the grain isn’t a sought after position …..it feels uncomfortable and seeking such a place would be an act of self flagellation…… but…

That uncertainty and disjointed feeling perhaps is a clue…… when everything in your life is good but something is missing……when the feeling of incompleteness isn’t rational by all outward appearances…… when that person you have been seeking appears…..but somehow bewildered you say what gives……. that hole in your soul cannot be filled nor  content until…

The lessons I’ve learned finally coming in hand to avoid many of the pitfalls I have previously found myself in……. a protectant I spray on my life so that most of the chaos doesn’t get in and if I am wise…… I apply it periodically over and over again….. Scotchgard ttucro

Twirling…..whirling……like a leaf 🍃 in the wind….You saunter through the doorway Dressed in the latest trend…. Confident and composed with a strut in your stride…. before the show continues……a friendly reminder Even ballerina’s fart ttucro

Went for a long time asking strangers for advice and permission to live……. Forever fighting for my visa to be renewed I languish when I think of the false comfort I took in the form of worn out cliches and wide tight lipped smiles not asking anymore…… declaring I am living life on life’s terms…….my…

If you have never been out of control……. I doubt you have ever been in love… ttucro

Enter the labyrinth and divvy up the cards low man gets to pick his turn and the rest fall in numerical order After a few minutes we hear laughter and inquire as to his exuberance He responds……. “ I had planned to stick it out and prepare for the long haul……….  But I found what…

Bottom feel out and no place to go so I went out and played in the rain so much emotion and the check valve blew covering someone I barely knew so I went out and played in the rain the remembrance that I have been through tough times before…….unfolded my face and I started to…

There is no greater victory than to loose one’s freedom through war….. alcohol or drugs or society and to have it restored by sacrifice and commitment. ttucro

If you’re not keen on taking tests……better get over it…….if you care about maximizing your life you will be tested…….. best to take notes ttucro