No interest in safety…..I can take a hit

God forbid that I should have lived never owning or deserving a scar……..ttucro the streams of live often leave me bruised and battered…..but I may never forget the encounters but I get through them….. there is safety in the eddies …..and I go there often to rest….. but I can’t stay there….. it’s safe but…

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Torture

Affection handed out like candy at Halloween in increments and only at certain times isn’t affection….it is control and torture…… keep it Ttucro        

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Bed of Nails

There is a price for everything as it should be ……and you will pay that price…… make sure your actions and your motives don’t leave you sleeping on a bed of nails…….that you made Ttucro

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Blind Allegiance

Blind allegiance that ignores the truth is akin to loading the bullets into the gun of a terrorist and saying you had nothing to do with the killings…… hope that smokes well in your pipe……ttucro  

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Mind Mender

The only solace I can find to untangle this congested mind is admitting my misdeeds and being intuitive to see …… forgiveness begins and ends with me…… Free to stumble…… free to fall ……gather up the broken pieces and form them into a ball….. and let them roll away……let them roll away ttucro

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Usually…..right in front of you

The things we dream of ….. long for are usually right in front of us…… we set the wheels of attraction in motion when we manifest our desires to the cosmos…ie.. God stop ….. listen and be quiet……the angels are screaming to get your attention rake through the wreckage of your past and look closely…….the…

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Until you get there

You will never know what loss of a partner…. friend or soulmate is like……until you get there You think you are prepared for the damn to break….. but it just keeps springing leaks…..and you want it to happen and be over but it isn’t finished with the task of branding you with its mark you…

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Joan……… forgotten?……. No way

From 19 to 30 you adopted me as your little brother being around you made me feel so special…..you were a looker and I was passable….. I always wanted more than that but you knew how to be honest with me….and let me down easy we had been out drinking one evening and I asked…

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