Often my behavior is such that I think about removing myself from society…..and I have a cabin in the middle of nowhere waiting for me….but I’m a debtor….and I am indebted to God for His Grace in removing the compulsion to use…..so He has work for me to do……so it won’t get done in the woods……it will be done working with other’s…..so I humble myself….make amends…..and pray to get better…..ttucro