the better part of me is always in a struggle with my lower nature………

there are two sides to me on a good day……………..and several more on the complicated ones………

torn between dealing with fantasy……………….and accepting the world as it is and being okay with challenges…………………

running has lost it’s attraction…………..because everywhere i go……there i am…….

the combination of growing older mentally and physically often overwhelms me and i struggle to appreciate fair health and constant aches and pains……………as part of the process………

on a good day i can do a takedown fairly quickly and get on with the day and occasionally it’s an all day affair with bouts that seem to go on after the bell…….

it is what it is and i am no different than anyone else…….such is the plight of us mere humans….

i’ll try a headlock…………..ding