i watch the cup as it was punched and kicked by the wind to and fro…………………..wherever the wind blew it reminded me that i lived a large part of my life that way no foundation………..nothing that secured me……………nothing that held my place it was a memory that it’s edges have been worn down………because i don’t…

i yield to a power that knows i lie to myself i yield to a power that can see the beginning……………and the end i yield to a power that continues to be patient with me as i circle the wagons for the …….time i yield to a power that teaches me in ways i don’t…

I AM THE ONE WHO CAUSES THESE FEARS………………BECAUSE I DO NOT TRUST MYSELF………………………. EASY FOR ME TO PROJECT THAT ON YOU RATHER THAN LOOK AT MYSELF……… THE PAST STILL LINGERS FROM ACTIONS LONG AGO………….THOSE EMBERS OF LUST HAVEN’T QUITE GONE OUT……………….AND IT’S WAY TIME TO LET THEM GO…………… WOULD DO LITTLE AT THIS JUNCTURE TO…

be the best servant of a God…………i can be love as many people as i can stop judging and help never………………..stop reading and studying the Bible practice what i learn that should keep me busy

my Father encouraged me to learn the art of listening……………..but i was remiss……………determined to find my way to the ”Lagom”………………..and easy……….stress free way of life……………………funny but now i realize he was trying to save me a million steps and many tears……………………but i wasn’t listening as i grew older and the chance of finding my ”Lagom”………………..seemed…

not my place to criticize you                  tell you what to say                    what you should do i am the one who needs to focus on me                       in regards to…

our legacy in the end will most likely be not what we accomplished…………..rather what accomplished with others…………….one voice is muted by the proclaimations of many…….ttucro

i don’t pretend to suggest that humility is an intracal palart of my life or actions……….but i have my moments,…………….the joy of stepping aside and focusing and devoting total attention to another is indeed profond………………….not from a standpoint of self acclamation but joy imparted and joy received…………by all parties………… to appreciate the joy and good…

we gather things along the way hoping to appreciate their worth………………what we cherish we make sure to keep by giving them away………………so we are blessed as well as others and learn. a valuable lesson in life……………..what we cannot or will not give to others we cannot keep for ourselves……………………… sharing is the fruit of blessings……………..why…

the language of the heart travels places that words cannot reach…………..traveling over miles and through barriers that seemed impossible to penetrate………….but compassion makes it’s own way………………….watching others take suffering and embrace it as an opportunity to grow………….realizing there are things  and people that cannot be replaced…………only treasured for as long as we were gifted with…