you didn’t turn out like i thought you would …………………….i had these notions you would be a certain way and do certain things…………………………and i suppose i forgot that behind all your intelligence………..was an issue that had you trapped…………………..

i just wanted the best for you………….but that was through my eyes…………….and i only have bits and pieces of the issue that causes you to fear……………………

you didn’t turnout the way i thought you would…………….that’s on me…………….perhaps you did better than i know………… just to maintain and be reasonably happy…………………..

my expectations were mine……………..not yours…………that’s were i got in trouble…………be blessed……………..what ………………do……………..i …………………know