You came to me but i had to ask, as You respected my soveriegn space………….that tiny room inside myself ,that shelf that holds my fate…..

You would not threaten nor challenge me to open those vaults and doors……….until i was ready to meet You…… on Your terms and let You be in Charge……

i resisted for so long but could not fill the void………after many attempts to seal the hole i realized it was not meant to be………..

for it required a spiritual patch that could not be performed by me……………..

so i came into the care of a God that new and knows my needs………..and that space that was a hole…………God planted a garden for me