there is a hole in me……………………that i could never fill…………….with alcohol, drugs or pills………………and in pursuit of trying to fill a spiritual gap with a chemical solution……………i almost died several times…………..

when it was to obvious to ignore that my fixes weren’t working nor were they going to work…….i turned back to my Creator for an overhaul……………..now 16.9 years later…………….i sometimes get into ”why did i wait so long”……………..and stop that tape and play…..” thank-you God…………better late than never”……………

as long as i stay active in my faith and connected that hole is plugged