i posed this question to a few friends……..”how will you remember me”…………their answers made me think of how i am perceived………………….one said……….”dedicated”, another said ”faithful”………………..and still another said ”wacky”……………………. so from their perspective i am a dedicated, faithful, wacky guy………………..i can work with that and it tells me my perception and their perception isn’t that…

”G” may nudge but he will never push……………that desire to know Him will take all our reserve……………………..stepping into the great unknown………….is the equivalent of daring to walk on clouds……. feeling His presence and seeing signs that were there before………but before you were blind……….and everything you thought you knew begins to unwind……………..when you dare to walk…

people of faith don’t believe in ”luck”…………………..they believe in ”grace”………………

i hear your cries of anguish as you go about your day……..and i try to softly remind you…..these are results from decisions you have made………………at times i feel infected with your negativity and laments…………..i separate and find a place where i can pray and rest…………….. like a child getting ready to drink poison………………………….i step in…

when i came to, God was sitting in a chair…………..handed me a drink of water and stared off in the air…………………………..he began humming and then He began to sing………….the same refrain over and over again…………… ”come on up to the hill childern……………come on up to the hill…………..I will show you the way to the River…………….come…

this system is out of whack……………….the reset is broken and it won’t switch back………..i tired to replace it but it just doesn’t make contact………………..i need to call God…….. looking back it would have been better if i had done that from the start……….but i know a little enough to tear things apart………….and when it starts…

i know technically you can see…………………..but your mind has tainted reality………..and things that are obvious are hidden from thee……………………..therefore you are blind……………….so i rest my case and save my words………….because talking with you has become absurd…………and i see no good that will come from showing you proof that you are blind…….. it far surpasses differeent…

the truth is difficult to hide……………..hard to cover and a little always sticks out……….the truth isn’t slippery……………can be cold…………….hard as steel…………………lies have sharp edges………not so with the truth…………….blunt…………..it may knock you down or out…….but it doesn’t cut……………….sticks in youy side like a kid poking you with a baseball bat……….the truth may give a little to…

their is an internal compass that let’s me know for sure if the path i am traveling will bring sadness or bring joy though i may consult with others i generally already know if i am at peace within……………….all is well with my soul matters not the occasion nor what is happening in this world…

the state of our country……………the perils of our world………………could cause the most devout to crawl inside a hole……………………but flipping through the channels…….a small voice clammers in my head……………………..”these things are but trivialities and they will change like the wind……………………..I am the same today as yesterday……….tomorrow and until the end of time………………and you can rest assured…