Papa knew what his kid was going through……………………….he watched His Father and two brothers being directed and controlled by alcohol…………………he tried…………but the ”prodigal” son was determined to have his way and have his say……………..he realized it was going to take the continued lashes of the demon alcohol before i would give up……………like one brother and His Father finally through in the towel………………………..

i am blessed to say i was nine months sober when He died and continue on that path today………..i asked for His forgiveness and He gave it and said…..”of course…….i tried but sometimes a bird has to fly until it realizes…………..that no matter how high they fly or how far….they can never fly away from themselves”….