it continues to amaze me………………………………….that most of the people i meet..are a mystery to themselves…………………………they have little idea how they got to this point in life………what is the focus of their lives………………..or where they are going………………..if you ask they will laugh and smile……….shrug their shoulders………………because thet don’t know………..wow

if i don’t know me how in the hell do i expect you to know me………other than existing and confused…………………no goals………….no progress……………….waiting to see what happens is like playing pinball…………sometimes the flappers hit the ball…………and more often they go down the hole…………………..

now i realize that on some issues it takes a lifetime to unwind the reasons why we take the stand we do and say the things we say……………….but Good God……………everyone should have a general idea of whom they are……………and what makes them hot……………….and what makes them cold……..

check it out for yourself……………………..many don’t have a clue………….they are a mystery to themselves