a family member is having a baby………and it will be born without political views……prejudices……..the desire to lie………and no status to uphold…….just a perfect baby….then the world will insist on instilling doubt…..hatred…..prejudices……..and deception because that’s the way the world has evolved……. it will struggle to find it’s own way, code of ethics and constantly fight the…

seems strange to consider but i have found a major hurdle in many peoples lives…..is accepting who they are and being comfortable with it……really i find so many people striving to be someone different……i’m not addressing improvement…i mean a total 360………and typically that ain’t happening……so they walk around frustrated and irritated……..oh happy day….not….. i am…

you can tell you’re old when you can’t remember what it was like climbing a tree, wading in a creek or sneaking a peek……..when the faces of youth have flown away…..tha’s the day you become old……. when you can no longer tolerate the kids next door……when they are too loud for you to read on…

the shortcomings i have seen in me are instilled in the son sitting aceoss from me……some things i didn’t like about myself i struggled to change……..but not before infecting someone else……it hurts to see my son is just like me and there is little chance i can steer him away from the actions and ideas…

i better cut more  ”olive branches”…….i’m sure i’m going to need them…….when i have a choice between putting the brakes on my tongue or hitting the gas……more often then not….i floor it…..everyone has a ”pop off ” valve and they are going to vent…….best plan is to let them rant and swear and get it…

God gave me this moment……..to do as i please…….to profane His name or hit my knees……but i can easily reflect on how good He has been to me………..i gladly give it back….. i give it back so i can do what He needs me to do……..be a good Father, friend and partner too, because how…

i know……i know ………this will be a new and challenging experience for you……. why don’t you consider telling the truth…………………………everyone that is still left is tired of making excuses for you………………hell do it for us and take us off the hook…………..it is so obvious it’s just become engrained in you………and most of the time there…

if looks are all you have…………i’m probably not interested in being your friend……it doesn’t take long before that gets thin……..when physical attributes are used to get your way……that will work sometimes………but it won’t work with me……. not a pretender…….not into the look good game……if i call you a friend i will get in the mud…

i’ll let you go down that dark, hard road……we’ve talked about it and you are determined to go…….i’ve traveled that road so i already know………….but you’re like me, stubborn……..hurts to see you go……. i know it looks good……the road in front of you……but it doesn’t come cheap what was promised to you and those brights…

sure you have to respect yourself, respect others and expect them to respect you…… revere you, worship you………get real…………who needs that much attention……self-absorbed people that’s who……. all wrapped up in me, means i am blind and can’t see what happening around me……..constant focus on self-fulfillment is boring eventually……..because those people don’t know what they want……much…