not so easy to say or see that most of my life has been all about me,

i have so many interests and that’s okay……….but the focus needs to change to God and not me………….

sure i give mention here and there……..because God is important and i want Him here…….but when it comes to doing what He has asked me to do………..i hide behind my humanity……..

you become what you focus on…………..you grow by practicing………..you achieve by conscious effort to aspire to a higher calling………Gods’ Calling

stepping aside to let the Father Guide is the proper arrangement for me and while i have been cosumed with the gifts He gave……..i’m sorry Father i have been……………………..barking up the wrong tree