had to be this way………….there was a price to pay ………and i would do the same thing again for it brought me a different way……….sometimes it would have been easier to take the suggestions that were spewed…….but the allure of the less traveled path was the magnet that drew me……..so i was often confused and frustrated………but i managed to see it through and that defiant drive has almost killed me several times and i have the scars to prove………but the strain and pain has rewarded me with knowledge only available to a few…….

throw the directions away