you better learn it early……………….because it will save you now and then…………..when things seem out of order and you are out of spins……………..you can keep going but you are never going to win……………………..step quietly out of the spotlight and blend in on the fringe…………………..

sometimes the momentum is way to fast and it needs to be slowed……….you would like to put the brakes on but you know they will never hold………………..so you look out the window for a soft place to roll……and as you tumble down the hill………..you hear the engine hit the wall……….

you quickly take an inventory and everything seems to be working fine…….you wipe the blood on your sleeve and find a place to sit down…………you hear the sirens wailing and you realize some were lost…………you offer a prayer for them and stand and start to walk……..

no one recognizes you though you have lived here all your life,

you remember the poet Rilke wrote in a poem you hold dear….

”a man will find somewhere in his life the need to disappear…and he will be amazed at how easy it is to do……doesn’t require a new address………changed appearence or scenary…….but a change in mindset and he will fade away…….by intention………………..”