suicide by food/ for sugar man

we humans tend to be very strange……..the same mind can be a savant or an idiot at the same time…….often minutes apart…….

the same one who reads of others taking their life, while chopping on a donut……….dismissing the fact they are diabetic

some parts loves me…………….some parts hates me…………….and most parts are indifferent………ttucro

the average person would revolt at the idea that they are pursuing a slow death by their ”harmless” preferences in their diet…

the skinny……….that means the unvarnished truth, for you not ”street smart”………………

i am a recovering addict……….dope did kill me / Gods’ grace stepped in

i am a recovering alcoholic……….societies acceptable bullet

diabetic…………..sneakier than the rest because the spiral is slower

so i choose not to drug, choose not to drink………..not by any motivations of morality or enlightenment, they will distort my thinking and kill me…..i guess that’s enough………….

now the moat that surrounds me is sugar

sugar man…….wave the flag and surrender