beautiful confusion wouldn’t change a thing………….not even trying to sort it out……..watching the pieces as they land………. doesn’t seem out of order………. no sense of urgency……….like a boy standing by a stream tossing rocks at passing leaves………… so i believe there is a reason………..i have learned not to pursue answers that aren’t ready to be…

i suppose when something touches you to the bone…..you try to dismiss it but it won’t leave you alone………..it doesn’t offend you…….but it is kinda strange…………..perhaps in your DNA there is a mutant strain…………………. you have always loved the vastness of the ocean………but it never felt like home………..it’s in the woods among the trees that…

i thought they were so outdated they couldn’t be lit……settled into the assumption i was over it …….. the flame got close and damn if they didn’t catch………now all i see are fireworks……. the flowers, the trees, the earth and its’ smells have been turned up a notch and it’s like a spell…………. i keep…

the monkey is gone……you made him leave……but not before he brought you to your knees…….as he we tying the noose to put around your throat………….you stepped down from the platform………..you had enough……………although he pleaded to you to try dodging the hangman one more time…….in a moment of clarity……………..you had no idea where it came from………..you…

grateful it has come to this……hurtful things i no longer resist………for the deeper the arrow goes………..awakens me to the core……………..and i have the courage to ask for more………. i have traveled along this way and i have learned there is a blessing for me…………and i look back on the hurt and pain………………and i can see…

glad for the happy……….glad for the sad…………..glad i can experience the good and the bad………….glad to view all the colors i see……..glad i can pick the right ones for me…………glad i can dream and glad i can soar……………glad for the days i just want to lie in the floor…….glad to know you……..glad to know me…………glad…

the ”obvious” came around and quietly sat down……..because the gate was open………….and we were left to figure out to close it or leave it………. we have a say in how things will unfold but it isn’t totally up to us………… what’s right and how that goes is contingent upon doing the very best at were…