i am amazed and it bothers me how people roll over issues that are too plain to see……………………

they use the excuse it will be okay……………..only to find them later….. sitting in their car with a gun by their side……………wondering what it would be like on the other side

never fails and you reinforce my belief all the time….people are more afraid of the truth than death……………………..as they squeeze the trigger they never hear the sound…………………………

at the funeral you keep giving me the evil eye……………………i told you this would happen and you said everything was fine………….you didn’t have the guts to find out what was going on …. it was more important to pretend because that was easier……..you abhor confrontation…………….

i have no interest or need for ”i told you so’s”……………….because i can see in your face you already know and the game you so desparately need me to play…………………..the game of ”pretend” is of no interest to me…………………………..

this games you play in you head…………………….don’t solve problems and pushes me away……………………………………..too obvious not to see……but somehow you manage