disgruntled i hear the cosmos howling ” you are where you are for a reason”……………………………………………………………………………………………….

i look over the meadow and accept the fact i am in the 3rd quarter……and i’m not sure who has the ball…………………………………….

we come to a crossroads and we assess where we are and where we are going and know we are checking the compass for the last time………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

few have the nerve to ask the question and fewer still have the guts to answer it……………………………………………………………………………………

can i get the fulfillment and inspiration from the current arrangements i have made……………….the majority of the time the answer is…………yes…………………..if one is willing to honestly evaluate the contributions they have made to that arrangement and to be candid enough to acknowledge their shortcomings………..people do what they want…….not what you want…………………….is there a spot in the meadow where a new garden can be planted……………..of course there is………….the harder question is there willingness to do so………………………………………………..

i will not settle for adequate or acceptable…………….that would be the ultimate cop out personally…………………………………but there is no place to go until all the possible remedies are prescribed and tried before the virus is deemed epidemic……………………………………………….

everyone doesn’t arrive here…………….because not everyone is driven to be of maximum service to their partner, family or friends………some would term this thinking selfish……………to those i would offer…………………there is nothing more selfish and inconsiderate than ”pretending”………………………

if i can’t be true to me………………i could not possibly to true to you