i don’t talk about it………really not much to say……….laid my cards on the table…………..and realized it wasn’t a winning hand anyway……….

i don’t talk about it……really not much to say…………….

i look over my back chapters….when i have let it all hang out…..most when when i was under some influence…… alcohol, drugs or both……..

this time was different ……………no illusions about the outcome……..not an implusive gesture or show…….knew from the beginning wasn’t anywhere for it to go……..

but i have one medal from the battle and i wear it deep inside……..the medal of honor, for being true to myself

i don’t talk about it………..not much to say