stumbling through some notebooks of acts that never made it to the show………i am confronted with the realization……….it foretold where i would go……………i was so absorbed in capturing the feeling at the time, i was captured by the feeling……… the picture that they painted never crossed my mind………

time tinkers with our memories, our awareness and gives signs…………..older and perhaps a little wiser………i at least entertain their warnings…….

sometimes i heed them and sometimes not…………old habits are hard to break……