the monkey is gone……don’t use that excuse
the monkey is gone……you made him leave……but not before he brought you to your knees…….as he we tying the noose to put around your throat………….you stepped down from the platform………..you had enough……………although he pleaded to you to try dodging the hangman one more time…….in a moment of clarity……………..you had no idea where it came from………..you told him to pack and find a new home……..tail between his legs he walked down the street looking in the alleys for the next person he could cheat…….
so that excuse won’t work anymore………..i know it will take some time, but you need to even the score……..and all the people you wronged are lining up at your door………..just a suggestion because i’ve been there before……………..don’t tell them you are sorry…………just listen and let the damage sink in and maybe, just maybe with some help and commitment……you won’t have to do this again………
don’t expect a parade because you decided to be a man……..everyone will be watching to see if you stick to the plan…………..
and if you continue to do the next right thing one day in the future you will see it had to happen this way…….
the monkey is gone but he always tries to come back