the reality is i am in recovery from myself. yes i used alcohol, drugs, women, money to change the way i felt…………..but at the core was an inability and unwillingness to accept what i was and what i wasn’t………scared, inferior and lazy………….and not confidant, truthful or committed…….to anything…..

the challenge, to change perception and motivation to address issues as they arise…… and not make them problems, by trying to avoid them……..to stop labeling issues and accept them as opportunities to grow and learn………..

the problem is not things……. the problem is me……….recovering from myself