i would see you looking out of the corner of your eye…….i knew you were wondering how i always seemed happy and joyful and alive……..it was all i could do to stifle myself and wait till the right time arrived…………finally after no one was left to accuse…….God pointed the finger at you…….

you admitted that you had set a trap…..and while condemning everyone else you forgot about it……..and as you looked up from the bottom of the hole……..we both laughed and i offered you a hand……………..

i said, ” i suppose now you are broken enough that a crack may be open and you can get this stuff……it’s not that i am any smarter than you…….it’s just that i realize what i can and cannot do……………….what i can do…..i must do………what i can’t do………requires honesty not laziness and i turn it over to God……..and everything keeps chugging along in a fairly steady way and i get to sit by the window and count the cows as we pass…..”

”let go of the reins cowboy and enjoy the ride……..people aren’t so bad if you aren’t always dissecting them…….”