when life regurgitates pieces of the past that stir things up and remind me, the past is behind me, but it isn’t gone………..it still rears it ugly head and i have to accept that i am the one and only one responsible for it’s content……which basically centers around chaos and deception………………..something i try to avoid at present…………….the past doesn’t reveal a new man…….rather a man willing to consider circumstances and make better choices…………….being present and conscious doesn’t hurt either…………..

your consequences were different than mine……you can determine your attitude, your outlook and your relationship with God…………….you don’t get to pick surroundings, schedules or location……….the end is in sight but it is what it is for now……

when i think i have it tough…………….i think of you…………….

prayers